Adrift

Every morning i wake up groggy.
All around me everything's foggy.
Things i want are always so dodgy,
All this adding up and making me edgy.

Everything seems vague this time around,
I don't think even my feet is on the ground.
Throw me in a basket for the lost and found,
Somebody find me and put me on a mound.

My life is simple and my life is plain.
I once had a purpose but now none again.
Maybe i need stimulation maybe i need pain,
Maybe i should just shut up and not complain.

I am drifting afloat from here to there,
Lost in the current that gets me nowhere.
My drive & interest are scattered everywhere,
Staying put and focused seems like a moment so rare.

I'm adrift and i know it but i can't do a thing.
Every failure i encounter is another small ding.
What i seek is not in favour of what fate brings,
But i know i'll find my way when my angel sings...

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