DefeCt

A deviated bullet loosing it's accuracy,
A lousy processor loosing it's competency.
A shattered will power loosing it's efficiency,
A confused human mind showing it's deficiency.

Why can't i do what i always plan to accomplish,
Why do i only stand to watch my dreams demolish?
Can't i complete a fool's errand without feeling foolish?
Pieces of everything crumbling and yet i am still selfish.

Lack of pride to stand erect,
Everything short of perfect.
A living proof of imperfect,
Seems to me that i am defect.

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Adrift

Every morning i wake up groggy.
All around me everything's foggy.
Things i want are always so dodgy,
All this adding up and making me edgy.

Everything seems vague this time around,
I don't think even my feet is on the ground.
Throw me in a basket for the lost and found,
Somebody find me and put me on a mound.

My life is simple and my life is plain.
I once had a purpose but now none again.
Maybe i need stimulation maybe i need pain,
Maybe i should just shut up and not complain.

I am drifting afloat from here to there,
Lost in the current that gets me nowhere.
My drive & interest are scattered everywhere,
Staying put and focused seems like a moment so rare.

I'm adrift and i know it but i can't do a thing.
Every failure i encounter is another small ding.
What i seek is not in favour of what fate brings,
But i know i'll find my way when my angel sings...

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One word says it all

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When you don't know what to say of your life, your plans, your current situation.
When you are disappointed and the world is a miserable place.
When there's no emotion to show how you are feeling.

When you need to express an outrage.

When there is a void you can't fill.
One word says it all.

One word says it all.
Say it once and you will say it again.
Understandable even with a low vocabulary.
Shock some people yet so normal to some others.
Ryhmes coherently with the situation and the moment you say it.
Letting everything out in a short expression that leaves much satisfaction.

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The Wait

Hard cold seats provides nothing homely,
Stares of strangers a tinge too chilly.
Silence feels just a bit too lonely,
A minute seems 60 seconds too many.

Thoughts of things i should have done,
Thoughts of things i could have done.
Flinched at things that shouldn't be done,
Wished that some things could be undone.

Flipping through pictures of people i miss,
Trying to remember my very first kiss.
Flashing back my process of metamorphosis,
Retracing steps that lead my life to this.

Remembering people i lost touch & now regretting,
Remembering precious people who never stop caring.
Waiting for images of my memories to stop flashing,
Waiting for the stationary clock to continue ticking.

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