Is iT ALright?

On: Sunday, October 4, 2009

Is it alright to just go with the flow,
Even when it leads to a path of sorrow?
Moving too fast will leave your life hollow,
But if you stand still you'll never grow.

Is it alright to just drift away,
From a ship that's on a constant sway?
Every friendship comes with a price to pay,
But ending or sticking to this one brings me no gay.

Is it alright to just rely on fate,
When there's no guarantee it'll land you a date?
Life right now is like a giant wooden crate,
Break it, or wait for love to be served on a plate?

Is it alright to lay back all the time,
Or would one consider it a heinous crime?
When you're falling behind & living like slime,
Should you put more effort & make it worth the dime?

Is it alright to wonder if everything's alright?
Because everyone sees things in a different light.
Swimming in the ocean with no land in sight,
The moment of clarity will be pure delight.

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DefeCt

On: Monday, September 28, 2009

A deviated bullet loosing it's accuracy,
A lousy processor loosing it's competency.
A shattered will power loosing it's efficiency,
A confused human mind showing it's deficiency.

Why can't i do what i always plan to accomplish,
Why do i only stand to watch my dreams demolish?
Can't i complete a fool's errand without feeling foolish?
Pieces of everything crumbling and yet i am still selfish.

Lack of pride to stand erect,
Everything short of perfect.
A living proof of imperfect,
Seems to me that i am defect.

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Adrift

On: Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Every morning i wake up groggy.
All around me everything's foggy.
Things i want are always so dodgy,
All this adding up and making me edgy.

Everything seems vague this time around,
I don't think even my feet is on the ground.
Throw me in a basket for the lost and found,
Somebody find me and put me on a mound.

My life is simple and my life is plain.
I once had a purpose but now none again.
Maybe i need stimulation maybe i need pain,
Maybe i should just shut up and not complain.

I am drifting afloat from here to there,
Lost in the current that gets me nowhere.
My drive & interest are scattered everywhere,
Staying put and focused seems like a moment so rare.

I'm adrift and i know it but i can't do a thing.
Every failure i encounter is another small ding.
What i seek is not in favour of what fate brings,
But i know i'll find my way when my angel sings...

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One word says it all

On: Wednesday, September 2, 2009

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When you don't know what to say of your life, your plans, your current situation.
When you are disappointed and the world is a miserable place.
When there's no emotion to show how you are feeling.
When you need to express an outrage.
When there is a void you can't fill.
One word says it all.

One word says it all.
Say it once and you will say it again.
Understandable even with a low vocabulary.
Shock some people yet so normal to some others.
Ryhmes coherently with the situation and the moment you say it.
Letting everything out in a short expression that leaves much satisfaction.

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The Wait

On: Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Hard cold seats provides nothing homely,
Stares of strangers a tinge too chilly.
Silence feels just a bit too lonely,
A minute seems 60 seconds too many.

Thoughts of things i should have done,
Thoughts of things i could have done.
Flinched at things that shouldn't be done,
Wished that some things could be undone.

Flipping through pictures of people i miss,
Trying to remember my very first kiss.
Flashing back my process of metamorphosis,
Retracing steps that lead my life to this.

Remembering people i lost touch & now regretting,
Remembering precious people who never stop caring.
Waiting for images of my memories to stop flashing,
Waiting for the stationary clock to continue ticking.

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The Girl in the Background

On: Saturday, August 22, 2009

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I saw a picture of a sky filled with balloons of every colour,
And what i didn't notice was the lovely girl at the bottom corner.
See another picture of a gigantic green dragon a few seconds later,
And what i didn't notice was the same lovely girl just a little lower.

Could you not see the obvious when it's right in your face?
Could you not see the smile when covered by colours & lace.
Could you not spare a lil more time when your life's in a haste?
Could you not see the beauty when it is a little out of place.

I look at a photograph and see a bald guy standing,
I look again and see a purple wrist watch gleaming.
What i fail to see was a girl cheekily grinning,
The girl on the left with the best smile beaming.

She reminds me of the little things in life we tend to forget,
She reminds me of the fundamental beauty in life we tend to neglect.
She remains my inspiration when all else fails to attract.
And she lighthens up my day always when i least expect.

If every room in the house is complimented by the furniture,
Is it wrong to say she makes the best background in a picture?
If i'm wrong then i don't wanna be right in the coming future,
Because i don't mind having her in the background of my picture.

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p/s: u own a big property in the place called my heart. =)

1063

On: Tuesday, August 11, 2009

When you stand in fear out of comfort's cradle,
When your heart beats faster than your brain could handle,
When your mind's still racing after you blow out the candle,
What could you do to overcome the coming hurdle?

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Desirable?

On: Friday, August 7, 2009

Basic colours of Red Yellow Blue,
How others exist i don't have a clue.
Mixing em' together and changing their hue?
Someone tell me if i'm on the right cue.

Desirable colours are pleasant and bright,
See em' and love em' on the very first sight.
Although some favour colours darker than night,
Others accept them even when they don't feel right.

A natural phenomenon that exist as it is,
If colours cease existing which will you miss?
Keep what we like and what we dislike we diss.
If we choose those colours will it be bliss?

It is not odd to have a colour that we favour.
Especially one that brings warmth in our darkest hour.
But must we like all the taste and colours we savour?
Because every spectrum of colour is different in flavour.

Even same colours varies under different rays.
Are people not similiar to colours in many ways?
We desire those colours that doesn't fade on rainy days.
The same can't be said to colours that changes under sways.

Are colours that brings constant gloom less preferable?
Those who make life twisted and my footing unstable?
A spectrum won't be complete if a colour is left out of the table.
Should i or could i leave out the ones less desirable?



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|| PAUSE ||

On: Friday, July 31, 2009

Finally a moment where time seems to stop,
A second of solace when i halt my gallop.
A breather while ascending the infinite top,
A silent paradise before the time bomb drop.

Pause the world and give me a break,
It's been a while since i had a nice steak.

I want a space where nothing's at stake,
I need to let go of whatever i take.
Time is not for me to create or make,
But space i can vary for my very own sake.

Pause the footsteps and let me escape,
I'm no superman and i don't have a cape.

A heaven on earth to clear my thought,
A rain of peace that clear all drought.
A pace of my own where i can never be caught,
A precious few seconds that could never be bought.

Pause the events that revolves around me,
Let me set things straight or just let them be.



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3 Days Heaven

On: Thursday, May 7, 2009

First glance at you and you had my attention,
Had to look a second time cuz of your attraction.
Stole a third peek cuz there's this temptation,
But i gotta hold a fourth back to not raise suspicion.

I'm in trouble as i'm really no expert,
How to step closer without seeming a pervert?
And even if i'm one for you i will convert,
Back to the good boy last time i will revert.

When i see you looking at me like you already know,
The hint of your forming smile was like a KO-ish blow.
It sent me to cloud nine in the moment that follow,
You were so beautiful you made my mind blankly hollow.

You are freezing my heart but warming my inside,
Leaving me reeling and swimming in a rolling tide.
Multiplying my heartbeat then minus and divide,
Messing with my senses from upside to downside.

That's when i see you by the beach near a souvenier mart,
This time i skipped no heartbeat i just lost my whole heart.
The way water glistens off your body just blows me apart,
A picture perfect photographic moment that could only be art.

If only i weren't as tongue tied and my thoughts were quicker,
If only i had not been so stiff that i could at least swagger.
If only i didn't let slip this opportunity like sand through finger,
There would not be this tiny tinge of regret that somehow still linger.




p/s: if u ever see this..